My life.

10:06AM - not that anyone actually looks at this but here's an update!

so the long weekend was awesome.
Friday I saw my Gramma and got prezzies for my b-day. then i went to My Chemical Romance with Danica. *in love* It was fucking awesome! they had a loud cannon and fire coming from the bottom and top and confetti. i got a wicked cool hoodie too. it was awesome. then i met up with Paul.

Saturday~ went shopping for all the camping shit slowly we finally got finished and left for camping! Went to North Ghost camp site. very nice. so the people that were there was; Ryan and g/f Amber, Richard and wife Teresa, Richard P, Patrick, Sean and g/f Laura, and of course me and my baby Paul
So Saturday was fun Paul kept pouring me lotsa drinks and i got very drunk... lol (i seem to be doing a lot of that lately)

Sunday was another adventure filled day with waking up and getting baked. man i love camping! poured some drinks at like 9am. lol. went into town with Paul and got smokes. had a little police incident on the way back but all was fine. we went to a view point and got some pics and to a river and got somemore pics (will upload soon!) did some tricking in the minivan (lol very fun) got drunk and Paul was twisting in the van and i was outside by the van. i turned around and there was a large boulder at my shins. by the time i had realized this i was already on the ground and my shoulder and knee hurt. i laughed s hard. Paul was like "Where'd u go?" as im laying on the ground laughing. got a nice large bruis on my knee. nothing on my shoulder.

Monday woke up every so often to knock the snow off the tent. finally morning came and we got up and holy shit! snow! i opened the tent andit was all white. i yelled "Merry Xmas and happy new year!" we got like 4 inches. so we packed up and went for breaky. went to smittys me and Paul got eggs benny. overall it was an awesome time

worked during the week.
Friday I saw Dad and got my b-day prezzie. i got a guitar pick. its pink with a dolphin on it. man its awesome, the sound it produces. oh and a telus card cuz i had a penny on there so friday night we went to the Backalley for Laura's bday. 2$ hiballs for like an hr so Paul kept getting me drinks. i really like the backalley awesome music. so i got completly drunk and the shoes u wore that was a lot of fun got home and puked twice. another awesome time.

Sunday Paul and i helped move Laura and Sean then we went out for supper. *mmm* good time

well on other news Ryan went and auctioned off the van so Pauls not getting it he's going to buy a car from Jared instead i get to learn on it

Well work we got new managers. Bob got fired didnt see that coming. meh~ things are relativly great! oh and my hamsters have been fighting so it was time i had to split them up. they were quite entertaining. Jay (the small black one) went down the tube stole Squeaks' food and went to run away and squeaks jumped him. lol. lotsa squeaking then!

Last night i saw shrek the third. very good now i work today. what fun.

i hope thats all.
Dawn  

P.S. ppl check out my nexopia... dawngurl88 and my fotolog... http://www.fotolog.com/dawn_gurl88/ 

Current mood: cheerful

Current music: Out of my head ~ Mobile

9:20PM - breaking up...

well this morning i broke up with paul. i likd him and his friends :( but we werent right for eachother. i couldnt6 deal with him being a catholic and well other stuff like paranoid and jealous about me and other guys. *sigh* its for the best.

Current mood: contemplative

11:02PM - life and me

well i dont know what to do right now i seriously dont know. im so FUCKING frusturated i just want to get through this. i need a new job. schools done til sept. and i dont know about paul... *sigh*

Current mood: frustrated

Current music: pauls voice on the phone

9:26AM - will post soonish...

Current mood: sleepy

Current music: *yawns* none

9:12AM - Tee hee Pink!

Current mood: bored

6:55PM - notime for a life...

You died of either old age or a sickness. You are a
kind person and are smart. You have a good head
on your shoulders. But don't think that just
because your death wasn't exciting or extreme
that that makes you boring.


How did you die in your past life? (for everyone)
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Current mood: bouncy

Current music: techno w/ major bass *^_^*

6:06PM - Stupid thing didn't work *shakes fist*

Current mood: crazy

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9:49AM - Im sick and have parent consent to skip.. *yay*

Current mood: sick

Current music: Blood Rave~Blade

11:38AM - OMG!

Current mood: eeep!

Current music: none

3:54PM - my last post....

I found out that Brandon's mum reads my posts... so now my mum knows i've talked about kjilling myself, low selfesteem. i call my self a slutt and that i've had 2 pregnacy scares.. if i do continue to reply it will only be to friends.. so if you deleated im sorry. but it's for my protection against prying creepy eyes.
~Dawn

Current mood: crying

Current music: none...

9:32PM - i wrote a poem 2day...

In gr.7 we got a template for a poem and well i used it here.. i really like it. =)

I am a twinkling tear in your eye
i wonder what your taste is
i hear the cries of a broken heart
i see the love in your eyes
i want you here with me
i am a twinkling tear in your eye

i pretend the past is gone
i feel your warmth around me
i worry about you
i cry from the pain
i am a twinkling tear in your eye

i understand your words
i say becareful
i dream the pain will stop... forever
i try to belive... but i can't
i hope you will understand my words
i am a twinkling tear in your eye

Current mood: content

Current music: kaboom-OOYM

10:12PM - Shopping!

Well... let's see.
Friday: went over to rick's for supper we watched blade II then i fell asleep and he had to practically drag me home...
Saturday: had to go to work with Robert. found out im being laid off cuz my manager is b-ing moved.. which bites.. *sigh* but i'll most likely keep my job =)
Today: got up at the ungodly hr of 8:30am!!! i just couldn't sleep... Dre and i went to chinook. i got rick's b-day prezzies... and i got myself a black turtle neck, a top that says "babygirl" and a turtle on his back swearing.. and a pick sweater. i then bought 3 cookies.... and lunch, and spring earing for my cat ears, oh and handcuff earings *yay* then Rick came over and we watched Matrix 1. then we waited for the bus (it waz a 1/2hr late *sigh* then i did my homework and well it's now. and now i wish i told rick to call me later cuz well im still up! well that's about all at this fine moment!.
TTYL
~Dawn xox

Current mood: awake

10:54PM - *giggles(

Current mood: bouncy

11:31PM - blah

Current mood: ~meh~

8:02PM - *sigh*

Hmmm...
Well i had a shitty day 2day... 1st period was social.. boring class
english ppl presented and many chose the "fringe" thing so they talked about how goths and punks are "outta the norm" and are "freeks" everyone in the ENTIRE gr. 10 class stared at me.... i mean.. okay ya im different... that's cool... but when my group got up to present this total prep.. mini jean skirt... bleache blonde hair, fat sk8r shoes.. says" ya well you can tell she's one of the true freeks....." *sigh* i mean b~ing called a freek is fine it usually doesn't bug me but with her it did and all the posers in my room saying" im offended by the punks b-ing discluded" (they wear the fake punk stuff those "studded" belts n shit just ARRRRRRRRRGH! the i have lunch, chemistry where i had a unit final i totally bombed... *ugggh* then math.. boting class.. then choir... then after skool with rick
rick's in trouble with jason.. he's b~ing accused of stealing his xbox, ps2, laptop... and well just craps happening.. i feel like hell... well on that HAPPY note im going to get off the computer and.. i don't know... g'night ppl

Current mood: discontent

Current music: i am listening to no muzik

8:30PM - Life is different...

Well... then..
Hmmmm... Well i'm kinda stuck in a mini war.. Brandon (step-bro) and Jason vs. me, rick *sigh* it's just complicated.. oh well i don't really care im not gonna let it bog me down :) So... skool's boring as hell... *sigh* and nothing special.. 'cept Max is driving me up the wall :@ stupid jerk... well yea.. ttyl
~Dawn xox

Current mood: irritated

Current music: bla bla bla~ OOYM

10:17PM - *giggles*

Current mood: *sigh*

Current music: Wank~OOYM

10:10PM - So...

Well I now know why brandon and Jason hate Rick. *sigh* well Rick's moving in. he'll live here in about 20ish days.. it's insane....
I feel horrible... Rick came over and all waz good. then he had to leave and i just became depressed it waz really weird.. and now im all sad and then i read the posts from jason and brandon which makes me feel worse.... *sigh* Dre's freeked out right now.. her ex is threatening her... *sigh* well there's my happy life... i'll maybe talk to you later...
~Dawn

Current mood: crushed

Current music: bug~ OOYM

9:08PM - *hee hee*

Well I went to work yesterday and blah nothing special happened… Rick was supposed to call me at 7 and he didn’t but.. at closing.. who walks in? danica and rick! (rick wearing eyeliner!) it waz awesome.. so then we went terrorizing and they stole letters from signs… rick stole “666” for me.. (How romantic!)lol then rick stayed the night.. =) this morning we got up and went to Chinook.. I got his ear pierced (yay! Now he’s balanced!!) I got 2 bras.. and eyeliner and that’s about it… well gtg
~Dawn xox

Current mood: crazy

Current music: Crime Pays~ OOYM